Regret

Its no use trying to make sense
It doesnt matter anyway
Theres no one worth the pain
No reason left to stay
I try to turn it off
Where did the old me go?
How did i get so far away?
I just dont know

Every act of kindness boils down to lust or greed
No one acts from altruism it all comes down to need
Theres a monster inside my heart
Trying to tear my world apart
Theres a monster inside my head
Who tells me i'd be better off dead

I try to turn it off get back to positive
Dont wanna drag you down to the street where i live
I try to turn it off get back to happy days
Pull this barrel from my mouth and look for better ways

Everything you ever tried
Every time you might have lied
Every flaw you tried to hide
Every drop you ever cried
Every time youve been denied
Every tear you ever dried
Everything builds up inside in waves of regret miles wide