a song about how although i feel unlovable, there are countless of people that love me, “regardless” of how my mental illness makes me feel
I don't wanna hold you down so I keep quiet
I seem to say more about my life in silence
I don't know how to use my voice
So I guess I don't really have a choice
I've avoided all my mirrors
I've been eating all my feelings
I've been taking lots of NyQuil just so I can touch the ceiling
I've been, writing shit poetry
And coffee meal replacements
If it's seasonal depression how can I just feel complacent, oh
I'm hard to love, I guess
I'm a bit of a mess
But you love me regardless
But you love me regardless
I relapsed on the kitchen floor
While my parents bought groceries
I'm sorry I never said a word
I just thought that you would leave, oh
This is what art is, putting out my pain
To a sea of strangers who don't even know my name
Don't criticize the type of music, I try to contain
All these thoughts inside me, it's clogging up my brain
I'm hard to love, I guess
I'm a bit of a mess
But you love me regardless
Regardless. was written by Summer Schwarztrauber.
Regardless. was produced by Decz.
Schwarzie released Regardless. on Sun Oct 20 2019.