Refuge in the rain

Seeking refuge in the rain
Melt me down, I feel the pain
And you're calling me insane
I question everything
Is this even real?
Am I really okay?

I can't understand how you feel
I can't understand how I feel
Everything around feels surreal
Everything around me is sealed

Pen to the paper I'm writing
All of the words that I never got out
Hooked at the mouth
Wasted, just sitting around
I realize this now

Call it a foul
Screaming "I'm lost" till I'm found
Empty echos are rattling the crowd
Empty eyes as I fall to the ground
No one around to save me
Is this really a "fate" thing
Born to this world with the same creed
Get me out
Get me out
No one around to save me

Can someone please
Explain to me
How it's really meant to be
Can someone please
Explain to me
How it's really meant to be

Can't get away from me
Cycling endlessly
Swirling with memories
How would I change
People surrounding me
Thinking the best of me
Put up a front
Cause It's not for your hate

Silently judging me
Never could follow me
Say I can run but I'm losing the chase
Say I'm a waste
Closing the case
Cause I am seeking

Seeking refuge in the rain
Melt me down, I feel the pain
And you're calling me insane
I question everything
Is this even real?
Am I really okay?

But I'll try, I'll try, I'll try
To face my fears again
But I'll try, I'll try, I'll try
To face it all again