Refractory

“Refractory”

[Hook]

Since I fell in love with your body
I’ve been all on it, girl and I want it
Since I fell in love with your body
I’ve been all on it, girl and I want it
Since I fell in love with your body
I’ve been all on it, girl and I want it
Since I fell in love with your body
I’ve been all on it, girl and I want it

(Repeat)

[Verse 1]

I’mma feed on you ‘til you bleed
You’ll regret that moment that your soul was free
You’ll regret that moment that your soul was weak
Forbidden fruit and you chopped the tree
Our time has passed and we’ve reached our peak
Those lies you say that you don’t even believe
Forced yourself to feel deceived
To conceal the fact that it’s just conceit
Quick felt guilt soon as I felt that tongue
And I never thought pleasure could make me numb
Got these voices in my head saying you so dumb
Got me thinking it’s the young that I put in my lungs
But it’s really my sense that’s trying to kick in
But I’m fighting it with reasoning for my sins
Deep down within, heard my intuition
From the beginning, I didn’t listen
Ego needed stroked
Heart was fuckin broke
Manhood defined by all the throats
That a nigga choke
And the faces he yolk
And the freaky ass stories that go and get told
What a fuckin joke, of a man
Hiding ass coward nigga, Ku Klux Klan
Internal dilemma, that I’ll never understand
So you know it’s a lie, never ever again

[Hook]

[Verse 2]

I’m a feed on you ‘til you come clean
No way to hide cause I’ve seen everything
You can lie to her, but never to me
I can see right through your smoke screens
Be a real man, step up to the plate
She’ll respect the fact that you gave it to her straight
She’s quietly knew all along
If I admit to cheating, her ass is gone
Tell on myself, my nigga hell no
If I don’t snitch, she’ll never know
I know that two wrongs, don’t make a right
But this right going to leave me left at night
Or maybe she’ll stay, but it won’t be the same
We can lie to ourselves, that things have changed
Everytime I go out, I’mma get the side eye
I wasn’t near my phone
That’s a muthafuckin lie
She won’t believe shit, always throwing fits
Intuition stronger than a mother’s wit
A woman’s judgment, ain’t nothing to fuck it
Displace that guilt and I’ll never be acquit
What’s to gain from causing pain
She’ll never look and admire me the same
Always contain, never explain
My ego too super, I’mma take this to the grave

[Hook]