Reflections Road

[Intro]
Yeah, ayy, yuh, ay, ay
[?]
Yeah
Ay, yeah

[Verse 1]
I see new faces every day hopin' that they rock with me
The ones that did [?]
That shit that gets between us only brings us closer like apostrophes
I don't speak 'bout rapping, 'cause I'm scared, honestly
Peers ask if me I'm going to college, I say 'hell nah' confidently
But I think about it constantly, yuh
Sometimes I wanna go just so I can fit in with society, ay
I just want a life that I can live with no anxiety
I just want a chick that I can love and trust reliably, ay
But I can still maintain my privacy
Is that irony? Shit
I can't tell nowadays
But I do know know just how to go with the flow like shallow waves
Find a photo of myself in the age of about six
I cry 'cause if he saw me today, he wouldn't be proud of this
Just a pothead who's surprised he's not dead
Drove up to the mountain, stood up on the rocks edge
I never jump though, 'cause I'm afraid of death
Increasingly realize I end up doing more harm just by saying less
So when I got something to say, I say it with my chest, yeah, ay
Say it with my chest, yeah
15 minutes away from you [?]
Ninety on the interstate, playing Quad in the whip
From Me To You hits too damn close to home
I'm no good at goodbyes, ain't talkin' Post Malone
But now I'm getting pissed for not knowin' shit that I'm supposed to know
Not that it matters now
I just hope you know; my first ever love song was about you, telling you it takes courage I can not amount to
So I put it in a song
Drop hurts I could use your voice memos to cushion the fall
Still hurts by the end of it, yeah
Had to take a couple sedatives
My cousins don't know how close to the end we are, yeah
And I don't wanna tell 'em that the good times, last time, should fly fast, I put on a facade that I can't sell 'em
'Cause they're smarter than me
That's why saying goodbye is the hardest to me
But I'm an asshole, least that's how [?]
I guess the apple does fall far from the tree, yeah ay
'Cause my dad is a nice guy
He just didn't know the weight of a white lie
And he doesn't know how to fuckin' parent
Tried to buy my happiness, you should be embarrassed

[Outro]
Man, fuck
Nah I'm done with th- I'm done