Reflection

And i can't stand
My own reflection
These imperfections
Thats so depressing

And i can't stand
My own reflection
Alone in my head
Its deeper then affections
In my heart
I've tried forgiving myself
I need time to heal
My pain inside
Is all i see in my
Reflection

Outside i see reflection
But inside there ain't no love
There ain't no sun
Its dark and it ain't no fun
Im dealing with some
Things on my own
Momma call
I know you'll pick up the phone
Im ashamed of who i become
All i know is to run
Demons ain't chasing me
They want me to give in

And i can't stand
My own reflection
These imperfections
Thats so depressing

And i can't stand
My own reflection
Alone in my head
Its deeper then affections
In my heart
I've tried forgiving myself
I need time to heal
My pain inside
Is all i see in my
Self

When i look into a mirror
I dont feel shit
But self hatred and fear
I've been so distant
But im standing right here
Surrounded by people
Who claim they my friends
Talk behind my back
I dont even care anymore
Im so used to the bullshit
I smile when im in public
Who the fuck am i fooling
Look into my eyes
You will see that im a mess
Shit
Im still miserable
With all these blessings
That's my deepest confession
And the reason why
I can't even stand my own
Reflection

And i can't stand
My own reflection
These imperfections
Thats so depressing

And i can't stand
My own reflection
Alone in my head
Its deeper then affections
In my heart
I've tried forgiving myself
I need time to heal
My pain inside
Is all i see in my
Reflection