Reflect

[Chorus]
Spending all my time alone I gotta reflect
Wasted so much energy on things I forget
I don't wanna lose you to the person I miss
So I'ma keep moving forward yeah I wanna connect

I can't bear to live without you
(I can't bear to live without you)
So I live my life without the bad news
(So I live my life without the bad news)

Losing all my friends I just wanna connect
Everybody hates you when you're taking a step
I just wanna lose myself inside of this mist
But i guess that you'd miss me so I'm not gonna quit

You can't bear to live without me
(You can't bear to live without me)
So i guess that's why your sun is always cloudy
(I'm so sorry for doing that to you)

[Verse]
They only really love me when I'm dead
So I guess it makes sense that they hate me when I'm staying alive
And she told me that she love me I regret
But these memories we share aren't something that I want to survive

Every time I open eyes, yeah I wanna close them
If you saw my hands, would you open yours and hold them
I can't even bear living life when my heart's stolen
Wish that you had never thawed it out when it was frozen

I just wanna live my life without a fear of hurting
Know my purpose I'm hoping this is worth it
I just wanna live my life and look under the surface
Know you cursed it, but nothing's really working

I just wanna find a lover 'fore the dirt hits
Said he broke her heart but I know that she hurt his
And I guess that it's time to close the curtains
Cause I miss my old self I'll start reverting

[Chorus]
Spending all my time alone I gotta reflect
Wasted so much energy on things I forget
I don't wanna lose you to the person I miss
So I'ma keep moving forward yeah I wanna connect

I can't bear to live without you
(I can't bear to live without you)
So I live my life without the bad news
(So I live my life without the bad news)

Losing all my friends I just wanna connect
Everybody hates you when you're taking a step
I just wanna lose myself inside of this mist
But i guess that you'd miss me so I'm not gonna quit

You can't bear to live without me
(You can't bear to live without me)
So i guess that's why your sun is always cloudy
(I'm so sorry for doing that to you)