Redemption

Uh stop time (stop time)
Sometimes I just want to rewind (rewind)
Gave many chances thinking it would bring changes
So much hating it done turned into envy
How can my friends turn into enemies
It got me feeling fuck up energies
True to the end i found redemption
Can't buy back my time is ticking
Woah woah woah

Misssing
Would it be better if I go missing
Won't take no shit they call that tripping
Can't make it home she call me tripping
Baby why u always dissing
I'm feeling lost exaggerations
If I go rn just know I tried my hardest
Barely had enough when I donе gave my last
Was solid to the ones who rеally thought I changed
Holding all this pressure think my heart might stop
Sick & tired of restarting lately I been just erasing
I lost pops as a child I ain't had no time to grieve

Stop time (stop time)
Sometimes I just want to rewind (rewind)
Gave many chances thinking it would bring changes
So much hating it done turned into envy
How can my friends turn into enemies
It got me feeling fuck up energies
True to the end i found redemption
Can't buy back my time is ticking
Woah woah woah

- You know, God Gives the hardest battles to his strongest soldiers...
For a long time I battle with depression and suicidal thought, Im still here I ain't ashamed to say it. Got a lot of friends that turned into enemies when I start to take care of myself & setting boundaries and the crazy part is that... they the same ones that benefited from me from not having any

This my redemption (ayy, ayy)
And I'm got shined (yeah yeah)
And Im gon ride (hey)