Redemption

Chorus:
Got a noose to tie up all of my loose ends
If you were a real friend you would follow me 'til the end
You don't love me you just wanted me in your pants
Girl, I need a do over, this is my redemption

Verse:
Look, I'm not like you I can't just tell myself I'm fine and be okay
Look, I'm not just living fine I need these pills up in my brain
Look, theres demons in my mind and they're controlling what I say
Look, I don't know how to say this but I been embracing fake-ness
Hiding shit away
Damn, with all these drugs I'm taking
They could easily just lace it
Then my namе would fade away
Okay let me bе blatant
I'mma take a couple pills, overdose and leave you waiting
Die up in my thoughts with my friends getting hella faded
I've been getting comments everyday and random people hating
Guess we just don't share the vision that I'm making
Fuck you bitches you can fuck off like I'm masterbating

Chorus:
Got a noose to tie up all of my loose ends
If you were a real friend you would follow me 'til the end
You don't love me you just wanted me in your pants
Girl, I need a do over, this is my redemption

Verse:
Girl I need to come back
So I did it all alone on my own on a solo track
I been in a slump I just need these words to come back
I just need these words to come back, come back to me
No, you ain't running back to me
Got me in a different lane with the same name thats a fun fact of me
I been changing
You've been staying just the same and
Tried to lie when you late, I don't think I wanna wait bitch
Girl you insane
You the reason why the perkies and the xans were in my brain
Yeah, I took em all to turn these memories to hate
We ain't sharing the same vision as of late
I ain't coming back I'll drift away

Chorus:
Got a noose to tie up all of my loose ends
If you were a real friend you would follow me 'til the end
You don't love me you just wanted me in your pants
Girl, I need a do over, this is my redemption