Redeem

If I don't wake up
I will redeem myself in the next life
My mama said she's sad
That I will turn myself into the pain
The pain, the pain
The pain

I can't take it anymore
This hope I don't know
It won't help me grow

I've been falling apart
I can't lose myself anymore than I have
Than I have
I rip it from my brain
My brain, brain
Brian, brain

I can't tell you how to
Keep living, or how to grow