[Intro]
(Al Geno on the track)
[Chorus]
I try so hard to keep a smile, can't let that pain show (That pain, that pain)
Lil' bro been locked up for a while, he let that thing blow (That thing, that thing)
Been gettin' this paper for a while, this shit just came slow (Came, it came)
Swear I'm just tryna raise my child the way that I ain't grow (That I ain't, that I ain't)
Swear I ain't really have no words when Big Yung died (Big Yung died)
We just was trappin' on the curb, now I'm tongue-tied (Tongue-tied)
Still pass the scene and close my eyes when I'm goin' by (Goin' by)
Just after green, if I want it, I'ma go and buy (Go and buy)
[Verse]
Pray to the dead, the only time I got my head low
When Pu-Pu died, I still be goin' to that red store (That same store)
I made sure everybody eat, I really fed folks (Fed folks)
'Posed to be rappin' but I'm trappin' like I'm dead broke (This shit ain't broke)
And you'll never find another nigga like me, wanna fuck me 'cause I'm icy
Swear all my bitches Barbies, I bought Carti's just to sightsee
I love the way she do, but just like Pooh, this lil' ho shiesty
She asked me was I high and signed with Gucci but I might be (Bitch, I might be)
The folks comin', put the dope up
When I seen that money, fell in love and never broke up
I just made a twenty before brunch, it's time to toast up (To toast up)
Smoke a nigga like a pound of Runtz, lil' bitch, the joke's up (The joke's up)
[Chorus]
I try so hard to keep a smile, can't let that pain show (That pain, that pain)
Lil' bro been locked up for a while, he let that thing blow (That thing, that thing)
Been gettin' this paper for a while, this shit just came slow (Came, it came)
Swear I'm just tryna raise my child the way that I ain't grow (Yeah, yeah)
Swear I ain't really have no words when Big Yung died (Big Yung died)
We just was trappin' on the curb, now I'm tongue-tied (Tongue-tied)
Still pass the scene and close my eyes when I'm goin' by (Yeah, yeah)
Just after green, if I want it, I'ma go and buy (Yeah, yeah)