Red Pills

[So what did the doctor say?
Uhhhhm...he told me that I ain't have a lot of time left
What do you mean you ain't got time left?
Like..I'm dying..like basically..you know they ran some tests and they can't do anything about it
They gave me these pills and I don't know what to do.]

[Hook]
Take two a day
The pain'll go away
But you still gon' die
Without them pills, without them pills
Yeah, you still gon' die
[x2]

[Verse 1]
Oooo bad news
How it feel to be a fly on the wall in a sick ward?
Now I'm sittin' in they shoes
How it feel to decline the church invite?
Now I just really wanna sit in the pews
Red pills givin' me the blues
Preacher man tryna tell jokes, but I really need hope
Cause I ain't know what to do
Man it's a secret I don't wanna tell nobody
Cause who knows if they gon' keep it
Doctor says spend time with family, but I ain't seen nobody
Cause we beefin'
Treating me like I'm a guinea pig
All these test tubes, blood works, IVs
I be straight pissed off
I could shoot up the lobby

[Hook x2]

[Verse 2]
Little red pills got fluid in it
And it look a little sketch to me
But I really got a lot of options
The disease is gettin' the best of me
And I don't really know what to call it
But I call it FML
They say I ain't got a lot time left
And I'm gonna die and I'm sitting like "oh, well"
They saying if I believe then the Lord could probably take away all my diseases
How come every time I talk to church folk, they always wanna bring it back to Jesus?
Like if I say "Bless You," that ain't really gon' take away your sneezes
Better off puttin' this pill up in the dirt to see if grows like a tree does

[If that worked, that'd be kinda hot cause...like if it grows like a tree and it bears fruit
I could give it to other people]

[Verse 3]
A lot of people say seein' is believin'
But we gotta believe in order to see the things that we need and
I hope for things to change I am pleading
It's not lookin' too good it's how it seem
As I continue reading
My own understanding is the position that I'm leanin'
But that's all I know so I go with the flow
And I wake up, forget what my dreams is