“RED [CLEANSED]”

MY DADDY TOLD ME I'M A LOSER
I BELIEVED IT
HIT ME AGAIN, YELL IN MY FACE
ITS CAUSE I NEED IT
BUT WHY YOU GOTTA MAKE ME BLEED TO FEEL SO STRONG?
HOW COME NO MATTER WHAT I DO, YOU SAY I'M WRONG?

YOU'LL NEVER BE ANYTHING
YOU'RE A LOSER

HERE I STAND
EMPTY HANDS
WISHING MY WRISTS WERE BLEEDING
TO STOP THE PAIN FROM THE BEATINGS

AYE
CANT YOU SEE THE FEAR IN MY EYES?
WHEN YOU COME HOME
I GO INTO MY ROOM AND I CRY
AND I SIGH
AND DONT SAY NOTHING, I JUST KEEP TO MYSELF
CAUSE I KNOW THAT IF I PISS YOU OFF
I MIGHT GET THE BELT
YOU ALWAYS

RED MY FACE
STOP THE PAIN
SAY YOU SORRY
PICK ME UP
SLAM ME DOWN
CALL ME NAMES
I WONT BE ANYTHING
RAISE YOUR VOICE
CLENCH YOUR TEETH
MAKE ME FEEL
OH SO WEAK
FEED ME FEAR
TIL THE TEARS
FALLING DOWN
TO THE GROUND

YOU SAID IT'D BE THE LAST TIME

YOU ALWAYS

RED MY FACE
STOP THE PAIN
SAY YOU SORRY
PICK ME UP
SLAM ME DOWN
CALL ME NAMES
I WONT BE ANYTHING
RAISE YOUR VOICE
CLENCH YOUR TEETH
MAKE ME FEEL
OH SO WEAK
FEED ME FEAR
TIL THE TEARS
FALLING DOWN
TO THE GROUND

I DONT REALLY KNOW LIKE WHAT TO DO ANYMORE
I JUST HAVE LIKE THIS HORRIBLE EMPTY FEELING
I'M READY TO DIE
I DONT KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN TAKE
IF YOU CAN JUST TAKE THIS EMPTINESS AWAY
IF YOU CAN MAKE ME NOT FEEL SO NUMB
AND GIVE ME SOME TYPE OF PURPOSE
I'LL LIVE FOR YOU THE REST OF MY LIFE
ROMANS 10:9 SAYS
IF YOU CONFESS WITH YOUR MOUTH
THAT JESUS IS LORD
AND YOU BELIEVE IN YOUR HEART GOD RAISED HIM FROM THE DEAD
YOU'LL BE SAVED

I CONFESS WITH MY MOUTH THAT JESUS IS LORD
I BELIEVE IN MY HEART GOD RAISED HIM FROM THE DEAD