RED BLACK

[Verse 1]
Oh my gosh! まじ落ち込んだ!
All my problems 同じ女
からきたどしようもな
泣きそう生きるのもうや
頭から消えない思い出
があなたのせいだ非常にひどいぜ
It ain’t my fault my 自我脆いぜ
心捨てといて
(赤黒) ALL I SEE’S THAT
(バカくそ ) DON’T WANNA BE SAD
(なんか言うと) FUCK IT, SHE LAUGHS
(まだうつ病) DON’T WANNA BE SAD
やる気がゼロし幸せも不定
I have no motivation since happiness is uncertain
追いかけてるその昔のゆうれい
いきなり泣いたらまじで失礼
鏡を見ろとmy反射が不明

[Hook]
I’m not myself
No turning back
I live in hell
And only see red and black
I’m not myself
No turning back
I live in hell
And only see red and black

[Verse 2]
Maybe I’m a little codependent
When we argue I get so defensive
But when we talk I feel a close connection
And the distance only made me over zealous
I’m still alive in the post depression
Scared of talking about it because no one gets it
You might as well of killed me with a loaded weapon
Cause you’re still in my mind
Every folding second i would think of you
With hopes you end up getting hurt, emotionally abused
Then you getting heartbroken, oh a dream come true
I wanna see you lose, I wanna see you bruised
I wanna be the dude to yell ‘I TOLD YOU SO’
And when that fucking happens bitch I hope you know
Imma still be the one that’ll hold you close
And make you eat your words til you overdose

[Bridge]
Oh no, not this again
It was all good up until the end
It was always your honor that I did defend
But you talk like I never did shit pretend
That I’m the bad guy, bad guy
The one who you blame yeah that’s why
Your half truths and your half lies
Made you put that knife to your back side
Your unstable mental state
Was something that I could never save
Bout time I set the record straight
You cause problems after every breath you take
…and because of that

[Hook]
I’m not myself
No turning back
I live in hell
And only see red and black
I’m not myself
No turning back
I live in hell
And only see red and black

[Outro]
Thank you