​recovery

[Intro: gucccifer]
​notmorgn

[Verse 1]
I'm trying my best
But somehow I'll fuck this up like always
And I know I said I hate you but that's not the case
I'm just mad I can't save you
I'm gon' waste away
Swerve my whip off this goddamn interstate
I got bad habits that I can't toss
I got empty pill bottles in most my drawers
I don't wanna fall through the fucking floor
Plug got me coming back for more and more
I take these pills 'til I'm numb to the core
'Til I'm numb to the core

[Chorus]
I can't recover
I can't recover
I still love her
Text left on read
Not to change the subject but I've been a mess
I said
I can't recover
I can't recover
I still love her
Text left on read
Not to change the subject but I've been a mess, yeah

[Verse 2]
Waking up is a mission
Every day's the same there's no difference
When you said you loved me, did you mean it?
'Cause I can't tell
I sit here and dwell on the past
It's not healthy
What the fuck is wrong with me?
I'm stressed about all the wrong things
I hope to see your name when my phone rings
Decay in my room 'til the Percs set in
It's all my fault for letting you in again
Distance myself from all this bullshit
Drown myself with a fucking fifth
I make myself sick
Worthless, I'm not worth shit
Fix this, we could never fucking fix this
Fix this, we could never fucking fix this

[Chorus]
I can't recover
I can't recover
I still love her
Text left on read
Not to change the subject but I've been a mess
I said
I can't recover
I can't recover
I still love her
Text left on read
Not to change the subject but I've been a mess