Reconnect This

Another day questioning all of the grey
And on no sleep I question everything

I lie awake in hopes you'll stay
But I can't stay, no I can't stay
I lie awake, and if this postcard means nothing
Where's my fucking piece of mind?

So dear you, this is the hell I've been through
Dear you (dear you) dear you

Does suicide mean you'll feel okay?
Reconnect this, is it pointless?
I was never one to say, "fuck a cold apology."
Knowing better is not for me
When all else fails why stop?

I lie awake in hopes you'll stay
But I can't stay, no I can't stay
I lie awake, and if this postcard means nothing
Where's my fucking piece of mind?

So dear you, this is the hell I've been through
Dear you (dear you) dear you
So dear you, this is the hell I've been through
Dear you (dear you) dear you (dear you)
Dear you (dear you) dear you (dear you)
Fuck

You never asked for me to change and all this time you were just lying down, lying down
You never asked for me to change and all this time you were just lying down, lying down
You never asked for me to change and all this time you were just lying down, lying down
You never asked for me to change and all this time you were just lying down, lying down