Recluse

[INTRO]
I can’t say I believe in this love, no I don’t think it exists
Or maybe I refuse to tell myself that they won’t give
I write these songs to tell a message of a broke-down kid
That couldn’t want anything more than just to live life rich but nah

[Chorus]
I done lost it all, forreal
Life movin’ quick, and I’m too slow
And I just wanna down them pills
What’s the point of holdin’ on, I wanna let go
‘Cuz I done lost it all, you feel
Life movin’ quick, and I’m too slow
And I just wanna down them pills
What’s the point of holdin’ on, I wanna let go

[VERSE]
‘Cuz I been on my shit, and I been on my grind
And everybody ‘round the city been wastin’ my time
The music, so sublime, it takes me out of mind
The only way that I escape when I’m lost and confined
Within the depths of my head, hidden are demons
Who tell me all the reasons that I ain’t got any meaning
Who take apart my soul everyday into separate pieces
And leave me in my feelings with nothin’ else to believe in
I know no one will ever take this as a message
It’s just a song, right? Maybe more if you’d pay attention
I’m searchin’ for a blessin’, anythin’ that would lessen
All of the hardships and pain I experience
It’s just... difficult to keep it simple
I want the game to end but won’t nobody blow the whistle
Ain’t movin’ left or right, I feel I’m stuck inside the middle
So here’s a little riddle, what’s Yvng Jin to a pistol

[Chorus]
I done lost it all, forreal
Life movin’ quick, and I’m too slow
And I just wanna down them pills
What’s the point of holdin’ on, I wanna let go
‘Cuz I done lost it all, you feel
Life movin’ quick, and I’m too slow
And I just wanna down them pills
What’s the point of holdin’ on, I wanna let go

[OUTRO]
Me, myself, and I, that’s all I got in the end
That’s what I’ve found out
And it ain't no need to cry, I took a vow that from now on
I'm gon' be my own best friend
Me, myself, and I, that's all I got in the end
That's what I found out
And it ain't no need to cry, I took a vow that from now on
I'm gon' be my own best friend