​rebel of the night

I got snakes under my bedroom
I got grass on my old floor
It’s got cracks and it’s got holes, the spiders know
I was scared of open windows, I was scared of growing old
So I never told nobody, so no one knows

And the rain, it sounds like thunder
Underneath that old tin roof
All those pans and all those buckets made it waterproof
I was scared of bringing the trash out, always scared of what could be in the dark
So I never quit my singing, never turned my head

And I’m thankful for forgiveness, even though my heart’s a mess
And I just never called you ovеr when you’re lonely ‘causе I’m a disgrace

Black out oh black out my head, I'm glad I didn't run away instead
But I can't call you lover, call you rebel, call you all the things I never had

And I said love me the way, there's no night in my day
If it's so, I might as well just stay
And I just called you lover, called you rebel, more than I had ever did before

And I blacked out my head like a mood in the mess
I don't wanna call out in the dark
And I just watched you while you’re fighting with the rebel of the night and I’m afraid

I got snakes under my bedroom
I got grass on my old floor
It’s got cracks and it’s got holes, the spiders know
I was scared of open windows, I was scared of growing old
So I never told nobody, so no one knows

And the rain, it sounds like thunder
Underneath that old tin roof
All those pans and all those buckets made it waterproof
I was scared of bringing the trash out, always scared of what could be in the dark
So I never quit my singing, never turned my head

And I’m thankful for forgiveness, even though my heart’s a mess
And I just never called you over when you’re lonely ‘cause I’m a disgrace

And I was calling it fair
‘cause I believed in the mess

I just lost all my reason there
Because I wasn't prepared

Damn, I just called it a home
‘cause I needed it anyway

Yeah, I was scared of the fear
But I got used to it anyway