Reasons Why

Deep down in my ......
Lost in my own...
Tryna get right
Lost in my life
This reasons why..
I dont wanna die
I dont wanna die
I dont wanna die
I dont wanna die..
You said never let me get my mind...
Now i lost my life
Just go get that knife...
I just wanted love
But you gave me fuck..
Now you fucking him...
And i wanna die
You told me that you would never leave me
Now i see that you stuck on your cd
Saying that you dont believe me
Saying that you dont need me
Used to love when i sat down
Wonder where are you at now
Looking back like im back now
What the fuck really went down
Used to love you so much
Got my mind in a donut
Wanna kill my self dont wanna f- f- fucking grow up
Tryna not to fall down
Looking down on my
Noy tryna die right now
Looking round like im blind
Tryna find my own spotlight , dead inside
Dont wanna die right now I should try
I want to die , i want to die you seen me cry
This is my life
Said he was a friend
Now he is your boy
That was your choice
Now i am destroyed
And I dont wanna fall
Its hard to crawl
When you feeling like you lost it all
I dont wanna die... but I feel like it
Oh my god why you really had to kill my shit