Reasons Why

[Verse 1]
This day went too far, I should've never woke up
Only if I knew, knew, I wouldn't blew, ooh
Broke up a mutual for a stupid story
I want to stop, 'op, you're just a flop, 'op
Maybe if y'all just minded your business
I wouldn't be up here, here
Like you're Shakespeare, 'ere
I have physical pain but also mental pain
I'm not Frida Kahlo, oh, not living in Chicago, oh

[Pre-Chorus]
I honestly think about ending me
I'm not joking
Like I could just stop breathing
So horrifying
This fucking life needs to end or I will cry
Thinkin' 'bout the multiple fucking reasons why

[Chorus]
Sick thoughts all night long, I'd try
To just think better but I need help
Like God is just the answer, I know it
But I need someone to care 'bout me
My best friends
But only if I had sumn, I want my fave to help
They don't know I exist
Reasons why
Instead of watching me just come and help
It's that deep
Just out here thinking maybe I should try

[Verse 2]
Just a typical shitty weekend
It's not boutta end, end, I'm not your friend, end
Everyone is showing their money
And I'm here with my half house
I can't breathe, breathe, it's how I feel, feel
Even now, I can't afford concert tickets
Making me like a cricket
There's no shades, 'ades, just afraid, 'aid
Hope is a dangerous thing for every human beings
Agreeing, 'ing, not a thing, 'ing (ah)

[Pre-Chorus]
I honestly think about ending me
I'm not joking
Like I could just stop breathing
So horrifying
This fucking life needs to end or I will cry
Thinkin' 'bout the multiple fucking reasons why

[Chorus]
Sick thoughts all night long, I'd try
To just think better but I need help
Like God is just the answer, I know it
But I need someone to care 'bout me
My best friends
But only if I had sumn, I want my fave to help
They don't know I exist
Reasons why
Instead of watching me just come and help
It's that deep
Just out here thinking maybe I should try