Reasons to Give Up in You

Feelings are opaque
Like the lunacy blurring me
I need assertion
Look straight at the mirror
No golden rapture is ever here
Unless you want one
Fail and it's a dream
Only to succeed measures a true visionary
I never wanted to end up sick like this right next to you, your guilty pleasure

I went to the party, but I don't think they'd understand
The difference is the truth in which you raise in your right hand
I am
There's no chance in your plans

I've been running wild
I'm caught up in these ways
We're living separate lives
You always will be mine
And I'll never try to ever find
Reasons to give up in you

Rifling through the noise
Man turns back to boy
It's up to me to fix this mess I made up
Broken, winded, child
Locked up like a man
What do I see?
A sea of cowards
Leary to believe my first victories
Melodies, make me remember
Division overtakes
Diffuse the moves I make
Take that power
And abuse it better