Rear View

[Verse 1]
Yeah yeah
Tell me where you're going
Why don’t you look in your rear view
That road is very lonely
Do you hear the people near you?
Just live to die
Do you hear the people cry?
Our wings were meant to fly
Oh lord, oh lord, yeah

Oh lord, why won't you take me away
You know I wait for the day that you come for me
I been so lonesome
These winters are hungry
And I be so anxious
I hear the voices saying end it for the day is over
Give me something more than what I'm used to
Stressed, abused, and lucid dreaming
Paranoid and scheming with my demons
Chasing feelings, burners heating
People screaming, "Who you wanna be?"
Who you wanna see before you die
Would laugh if I ain’t got a heart broken
With a conscious full of raw aesthetics
Someone I have never had the chance to meet
I don't have a father, I don't have the influence on my own person
Fuck you wanna say to me?
I pay homages to the [?]
Hoping I could be the one
[?]
Without a scholarship

This song goes on forever, someone else transcribe it please