​reaper

[Verse 1]
Before the weather was colder
I swore that I owed your life to mine
Back when the garden was greener
I could see what was on your mind

[Pre-Chorus]
And until now
I’ve lived in the same three months
With no one but myself
And until now
You’ve been in my nightmares
Only I’m the one who kills you

[Verse 2]
Before the sun hid away
I adored every day that you spent beside me
But now it’s just another weight
That I’ve been aching to lose for a while

[Pre-Chorus]
And until now
I’ve lived in the same three months
With no one but myself
And until now
You’ve been in my nightmares
Only I’m the one who kills you

[Chorus]
This year, maybe I shouldn’t try to pretend like everything’s fine
When I’m up to my neck in a pool of thrown-away time
My lungs can’t last any longer than this
One more breath, I’ll be under the surface

[Bridge]
If I keep lying, what’ll come of my pride?
A pair of eyes staring dead at the sky
If I keep lying, who’ll mark on my life?
A stander-by with a cloak and a scythe

[Chorus]
This year, maybe I shouldn’t try to pretend like everything’s fine
When I’m up to my neck in a pool of thrown-away time
My lungs can’t last any longer than this
One more breath, I’ll be under the surface