Really Deep

If you find me
Drinking in the old sea
Gather in, real deep

Forget it I'm just losing steam again

And all the times I've told you
I wasn't leaving I was just
Gone from you

In the old days
I could feel those old ways
Now it's time to deal

With everything we pushed away from it
All the years and all these words
All of this shit in rehearse
It comes down from me

And all those things

Come back when you're willing
Spend a couple [?]
Looking around for anyone that
Will not bail

And I can't tell
And I can't tell