Realize

[Verse I]
Never have been that kid
Never was the one with friends
Never held a grudge but with this pen
I've released many of my demons
From within They been eating At me
Telling me you wanna be
That guy or waste ya time in line
Waiting for another to rise
Ive lied awake at night
I've lied said I'm alright
I'd die for this
Plot twist, this shit
Music that's it
Feed this Breath it
Use it induce this
Not new to this
Never confuse this shit
Use it don't abuse this shit
Caught up in my conscience
With non sense, that vents through my music
I'm ill, I'm sick
Got used to it
Aim for 40 blow right past it
Live wit no regrets, Can't imagine
The image that I am fathoming
Causes cross reactions
In my mind
Joey James vs Lewi's ill mind
Need to remind Myself
What's in mind My health
Hell ain't got much time That's why
I grind Outshine
These other artists
Bullshit aside
I'll die If I
Don't put in lines
My problems regardless
I've lost my mind
Taken hostage to the rhymes
My times In due time
But I serve that sentence
Like I said that shit in a past tense

[Hook]
I realize I realize
That life gets hard
With real eyes with real eyes
Can see under scars
I realize I realize
Night terrors terrorize
But what lies beneath the eye
A real guy a real guy