Reality:Wake Up

What is reality?

[Chorus]
We were once in the motherfuckin' [?] yeah
Wanna wake up
I just wanna wake up
I just wanna wake up

[Verse 1]
Yeah, time that I wake up
I'm sick of fuckin' all
I was side-checked on the wrong play
If I was goin' against my God, God, God, God
In this dark room, and I can't stop thinkin' 'bout us, us, us, us
Got me feelin' fucked up, and I'm outta my mind
Yeah, I'm outta my mind
Who the hell do I trust when the whole world lies?
And the whole world lies
Now why we disguised, me included
Ain't nobody give me like you did
Wish I had a remote
That leave the whole world muted, muted, damn

[Chorus]
I just wanna wake up
And I just wanna wake up
And I just wanna wake up
I just wanna wake up

[Verse 2]
I just wanna go home, yeah
I miss my fam, I miss my friends
I miss my whole life sometimes
And maybe all this be for nothin'
I don't know, I don't know
I'm so tired from sleepin' on couches
So sick of bein' this broke
I'm so sick of bein' so doubted
I'm tryna make my parents proud
This pressure's got me breakin' down
And no this doesn't holdin' it
I'm too scared to let him out
The world will always judge me
Why can everyone love me?
Why do people act funny?
They're not the person they used to
When I used to get so high
I could only be solo
Had a [?]
And I still feel so alone
I miss the way you fuckin' touched me
I miss the way that you kiss me
Anytime you cross my mind
It's like reality is my enemy, damn

[Chorus]
I just wanna wake up
And I just wanna wake up
And I just wanna wake up
I just wanna wake up