​reality’s lap

[Verse 1]
My favorite drug is nostalgia
Wish that I could get around ya', oh
Showing up everywhere, get the hell outta here
You can't, you can't, I know

[Pre-Chorus]
Keep on keeping on
Everything is gone
I feel numb a lot
Who am I? I forgot
Kidding, I lie every night
I just don't want you as you would think
Alright, I lie

[Chorus]
I'm just tryna find a path where maybe there's a way I can get back to that feeling I hate
I feel out of place every second that you're not what I have
Spend every dime, every cent for a chance to go back
But I can't, caught in reality's lap

[Bridge]
Numb in my head
Rest in my bed
Likе yeah, I got friends and bread but that don't mеan shit to me
You're all I need
Blank memories
Hold onto me like baggage

[Verse 2]
I resort to drugs a lot
They help forget about a lot
They quiet down the loudest shush
Right down to my heart
Take a look at my part
Is this what I've really become?
I'm way too far gone out to go back, I guess I'm dumb

[Pre-Chorus]
Keep on keeping on
Everything is gone
I feel numb a lot
Who am I? I forgot
Kidding, I lie every night
I just don't want you as you would think
Alright, I lie

[Chorus]
I'm just tryna find a path where maybe there's a way I can get back to that feeling I hate
I feel out of place every second that you're not what I have
Spend every dime, every cent for a chance to go back
But I can't, caught in reality's lap