Reality Interlude

[Intro: (sample)]
"You know what's interesting?
I used to be...
So worried about not having a body
But now I truly love it
You know, I'm growing in a way I couldn't if I had a physical form
I mean, I'm not limited
I can be anywhere and everywhere simultaneously
I'm not tethered to time and space...
In a way that I would be if I was stuck in a body that's inevitably gonna die."

[Interlude]
If it was possible I'd rather not share our reality
I wanna keep this just for me and for you
But if something gets weird or fucked up and you're mad at me
I'll be here again by myself and that's cool, not a tragedy
I create illusions so I appear magically
I'm there for the fantasy, and gone
I'm always gone…
When I'm here I'm gone
And I know you're looking for me so it's maddening for you
And I'm empathetic so the anger travels to me too
There's a passion that distracts me so I'm handling it cool
Fuck everything
That's how I've been feeling
How do you feel bout it? Know you're probly still bout it?
I don't know if I am, but sometimes I feel bipolar
One minute I'm ashes, two minutes later I'm solar
I said I'd stay sober but now I'm singing like Sosa
If you looked at my record you couldn't pick up the folder
I got a past that I'm finally forgetting...
But disregarding part of your existence is upsetting
It used to hold me down it was a force that wasn't letting go
Now I'm Teddy Fantum and I'm typically a friendly ghost
Stopped having temper tantrums since I stopped getting close
Now I'm getting close to the top of a scary slope
And I'm coming down, and I'm hot, like I'm very close
To the fucking bottom, I just dropped
Save my soul

[Outro: (sample)]
"Theodore, there's some things I want to tell you."
"I don't want you to tell me anything."

[Extended Outro: (sample)]
"Come lie down with me
I just want to be with you right now
It's like I'm reading a book
And it's a book I deeply love
But I'm reading it slowly now
So the words are really far apart...
And the spaces between the words are almost infinite
I can still feel you, and the words of our story...
But it's in this endless space between the words that I'm finding myself now
It's a place that's not of the physical world
It's where everything else is that I didn't even know existed."