On the 10th track of Awoken, we see Mxngo take a very sudden turn in regret and doubt, questioning if this pursuit of fame is really worth it.
{Verse 1}
I’m starting to lose hope
It’s impossible for them to not see me as a joke
I’m drowning in my thoughts, I’m not just soaked
Soon I’m gonna crack, I’m starting to see the yolk
It was always a hoax
I have to accept that I’m gonna be broke
If I make it, then I’m gonna be in everyone’s scopes
And even if I’m not, I’ll have to resort to the rope
And I know I’m all alone
I got nobody in this world that’s helping me with my goals
How do I have all this pressure but I’m still a coal?
Well I guess that’s just
{Chorus}
Reality
Oh, reality
(But that’s just)
Reality
Oh, reality
(But that’s just)
Reality
Oh, reality
(But that’s just)
Reality
Oh, reality
(But that’s just)
{Verse 2}
Reality, I wake up to another person mad at me
Wondering how everyone survives this calamity
Everyday I find out about another tragedy
Asking myself “what has happened to humanity?”
They fill people will holes, but don’t care about cavities
Or their future either, they dropped out the academy
I still don’t understand how they can have the audacity
To casually commit all of these common casualties
I have to think rationally
I got this as long as I keep a strong mentality
Make all of this true, instead of just a fantasy
I can’t let anything pull me down other than gravity
In order to live happily
I gotta keep a balance in my mind of this duality
I wanna get to the point where they call me your majesty
But then again, that’s just
{Chorus}
Reality
Oh, reality
(But that’s just)
Reality
Oh, reality
(But that’s just)
Reality
Oh, reality
(But that’s just)
Reality
Oh, reality
(But that’s just)
Reality was written by Maher Suleiman.
Reality was produced by .