Reality

[Verse]
Life goes on that's what they told me
Goodnight sweetheart, please hold me
But nah I got no one
This is only the beginning of an inning
My head is spinning I'm trippin' but I
Landed on my feet
I'm glad to be me
I was always told I'm slacking but I'm happy to be
In a better place cause it seems I'm rappin' with ease
Although my happiness ceased
Dunno what happened but sheesh
I guess my girlfriend left me
My best friend deserted me
I don't deserve sympathy---
But
Whatcha gon' do
I guess when all else runs loose
The only thing you can do
Is tighten back up that screw
Hammer it in that'll do
You just gotta battle through
If it somehow happens to
Prove fallible then ya...
I don't know
I don't pretend to have answers 'cause
In my head I'm short staffed because that is a one man army
Sometimes I feel I'm retarded 'cause I just keep being honest
But that's lie
(yeah yeah)
Reality with a capital I
That's how you capitalise
It's selfishness
'Cause I see everything from my point of view
Because I can't empathise
Or maybe I never tried... shit
Feel like I've hit five fifths of this giant 20 foot high brick wall
I've been taught that might you fall, try with might to keep on fighting
Get back up
Everyone who comes from Brighton would you please stand up
(Chi-kacha) please stand up
So would ya please pla-please
Get off ya knees and jump
They say the sky is the limit
That's why my mind is so cloudy
'Cause lately I've been trapped in it
Mm, mmh mm
Mind ya business (yeah)
Talking to myself at night like
"Mind, your busyness got me blinded by dizziness"
I'm a rascal
Yeah but I act cool
Oooh I live in a mirage (mm)
The things I see ain't real but they don't look too far (no)
The image of my visage I envision is like visiting the inner rings of Jupiter
It's a lucrative business but
Who could've predicted that
I'd do good at this shit
'Cause I'm new to the hitlist
But I ain't got no hits yet (mm)
My shit'll never be listed 'cause ain't nobody listenin'