Real or Fake?

[Verse 1]
Yo, if I end it right here
No one wouldn't even care
That's just how I feel sometimes, it's not fear
You don't understand what I've been feeling
So much regret in my life that I've been living
That's just how it is for me
Dew living like this something i want to but have to for reasons beginning myself
Don't even know if this beat will make SENSE (Uh, yeah)
Y'all are asking what beat I'm talking about the beat in my head
Every time I feel like a different type but that shitn't right
But that's just all in my head, where I'm nothing but a star again
Because I've been having the same dreams for years
And I'm follow up, Wutdefuk is this shit that I'm in
I'm from a wrap better than him, that bwe go over this beat it's in
But if it's fast it's inhuman shit but I'm a, 'sup human
Ion wanna make it (AY x3)
I don't understand what I'm writing
Just a screw hole in my head that I'm fighting
But even know if this makes sense, but I'm still trynna shine brighter than him (AY)
Don't even know if I'm singing or rapping in a crappy way
⋮↸⋮ᔑᓭ⋮↸ I'm living so far away from reality that this game doesn't even make sense to me anymore

[Hook]
I've been living in gangs
Don't even know what's Real or Fake? (UH)
It's just in my head, it's not even gay
It's fucking away
Is this Real or Fake?
Or am I just in a videogame
They are asking me "Are you alright?", fuck you mean no I'm not I'm still doing better than y'all
⍑ᓭ╎ꖌᑑ!¡∴𝙹ᔑʖ ̇/リ⨅ (AS, AH)

[Verse 2]
They are asking me how I'm doing but they don't really care
It's just a question to get me the fuck away from here
Far from the shit don't wanna be rude but I don't really give a single fucks about you that dude did the bag
Living in the shadow now when the light shining brighter than you ass wanna fight?
Fighting a fight that's impossible to win
Are you crazy or mental are you fucking insane I'm not gonna pay if you woke up at me again
You want to end your life is that it?
Do you want to fight with a devil
⍑ᓭ╎ꖌᑑ!¡∴𝙹ᔑʖ ̇/リ⨅ I'ma play you like this is chess

[Hook]
I've been living in gangs
Don't even know what's Real or Fake? (UH)
It's just in my head, it's not even gay
It's fucking away
Is this Real or Fake?
Or am I just in a videogame
They are asking me "Are you alright?", fuck you mean no I'm not I'm still doing better than y'all
⍑ᓭ╎ꖌᑑ!¡∴𝙹ᔑʖ ̇/リ⨅ (AHAHAHA)

[Verse 3]
Why you wanna wrestle with a maniac?
Don't you understand what you're getting at?
Don't you understand I'll slay you as fast ʖ ̇/リ⨅ (UH)
Or really is that how you fought back in the day
If you tryna fight me like that imma make you pay
Make you pay for a different god (Ay)
The god in front of you, ice that's me (Oh hi there)
Can you really spit faster than me?
Or are you someone lower than me?
A demon that goes something I cannot see
Cause you're nothing to me but some ̇/リ⨅ (Sheeeesh)
Just don't have a heart attack
I want you alive so I can use you, abuse you, harder than I've done
Imma use you up (UH)
Take out every drop of that career and make nothing out of it than to fear
Imma make you realize that this is real not some shit in your head
IM REAL!