Real Life

I’m so indecisive I don’t know what to feel like
I still feel alone I don’t care what it seems like
I try to tell myself, tell myself that it’s alright
But I still stay up late still asking is this real life
Sometimes I don’t know if it’s real life
I just wanna know what it feels like
I just wanna know what it feels like

Lost again oh I can’t take it
And tell me what I’m living for
Back against the wall I’m tryna find my way
When depression likes to call I stay locked up in my brain
Codependent standing tall that’s the pillar of my pain
I miss when you would call ‘cause that would always numb the pain
Numb the pain, I wish you would numb the pain
Woah woah woah we could both runaway
Ya ya ya tell me just another day
That it’s gonna be okay
I’m scarеd to find this truth gotta get away
Let me go now I need to gеt away
If I told you how I feel you’d call me insane
I keep praying to god that he helps rid me of this pain
Sometimes I don’t know if it’s real life
I just wanna know what it feels like
Lost again oh I can’t take it
And tell me what I’m living for
Back against the wall I’m just tryna find my way
When depression likes to call I stay locked up in my brain
Codependent standing tall that’s the pillar of my pain
I miss when you would call ‘cause that would always numb the pain
Just let me fall
I can’t even think straight
Anxious I don’t feel right
Stopping at the green light
Void getting bigger I don’t know what it feels like
I’m so indecisive I don’t know what to feel like
I still feel alone I don’t care what it seems like
I try to tell myself that it’s alright
But I still stay up late still asking is this real life
Sometimes I don’t know if it’s real life
I just wanna know what it feels like
Lost again oh I can’t take it
And tell me what I’m living for
Back against the wall I’m tryna find my way
When depression likes to call I stay locked up in my brain
Codependent standing tall that’s the pillar of my pain
I miss when you would call ‘cause that would always numb the pain