real human being

At night I drive to clear my thoughts, I can't believe I've come so far. I don't want them to send me to a ward. But they know that I'm a real hero, I cannot sleep nights. I hope that one day ima be alright, man I've been hoping for years. I've been crying for years, bleeding for years

Then I tried to numb all my emotions... I'm a real human being. Sorry mom and dad yea I did y'all wrong, I'm not a perfect son because I got my flaws

African households they can be toxic, I can't talk bout my feelings in my house it's toxic. If you got parents you can confide in you should be happy in life, I wish I had that...