Real Friends (Remix)

Intro:
Remember back in the day when you sent me that song "Marilyn" by G-Eazy and I pretended to know who he was just so I could be cooler than you?
Yeah, yeah or those Instagram shits we did when we'd post our messages to each other cause we thought we were all secretive and what not?
Damn, I ain't gon' lie I haven't written a song solely about you since the power outage but...
I guess you pushed me to it

Verse:
Real friends? I don't think so
You and me was meant to be like driving in a Benzo
Fitting for our circumstance but lonely in the window
I told you to take your time and you told me "Be careful...
I might move on to some other hitters
You got another misses, I'm getting older quicker
Can't let life pass so I fill up the glass
And I get drunk off my ass
And find a guy that can smash"
Girl, that's horrible to hear
You deserve more appearance than a single night of fearless Imitations in the dearest way, it can't be straight
I'm hearing things (It's what you wanted)
I need to be alone 'for I lose my brain
That's why I never fucked you
I can't push that agenda when I really wanna love you
And fuck you, I said it high, I meant it, "Hi, how are you?"
"I'm fine, I just need some more of this red wine
'For I open up entirely and break our minds expiredly
Shit was never awkward in the golden days, higher league
Now we at maturity, the peak of insecurity
How can I adventure through your eyes
If you're purely disinterested and uninvested?
I thought we had it, thought you meant it
When you said that it was all in habit
I love you and I don't say it lightly
When I'm with you, I'm always here to stay, not to sight see
So, how'd we get to this point?
From the nights at the park to me hitting the joint
Chief and Mistress on the side, we was down to anoint
A break in tradition and now I'm trying to join
Different worlds up together, if you're not down I won't let up
I'll take your cousin and her friend cause that's something familiar
Apart from my mom and my sis you're the only girl I know
You restore all my hope for all the times I've been broke
And I don't think you understand how much I care for your fam
Mom and dad are all cool so now it's Christmas and ham
I couldn't believe the news, boy it was great for a man
Who cares more 'bout your brother than I do some of my friends
I bet you didn't even know that
I've been thinkin for a throwback
I done did some women wrong and my parents they be the Kodak, picture perfect
So the worst is he grew up around dysfunction
It's no wonder why he won't let you trust him
Girl, it mean nothing
He still love you like I do Mere and Dan
It's some family shit, some blood related kids and their hands
Reaching out for something we can't even touch on and damn
I just wish you would call or leave a voice message saying
'We're still real friends, Brandyn we're still real friends
I spell your name with an o unlike all of your fans
Cause I knew you before you was set up in the land
I knew you before all of the cancer began.'"