Re:Set

[Intro]
They said it's too hard, too far, you can't survive
I had my view dark, bruised heart, no happy life
Didn't fit the group, time flew by
So sad inside, yo
Never really knew why I was alive
I had to find out

[Verse 1]
I hated the face that I saw in the mirror
Felt like a fake, like a fraud, a beginner
Wasn't really sure of myself
Calling for help
Silently stored all the thoughts in the inner
Didn't think I was worthy
Let me say that again so you heard me
Didn't think I deserved any mercy
From thе jury, the judge, and attorney
In my own hеad trying to question my journey
So uncertain
Unconfident, deep down hurting
Couldn't run from it
I felt the brunt of it
And I wondered if there was a version
That I'd be triumphant in
Self-doubt trumpeting
So many days when I felt nothing in
Except loneliness rushing in, crushing him
Silently suffering
Once again, uh
I've had some of my hardest moments alone when they thought I was coping
And the dream that I had was a double edge sword but it still kept me floating
It's like life tried to think of the worst it could dig up and still couldn't move me
They say that it's easy to give up, but giving up just doesn't suit me

[Chorus]
If I could Re:Set
Would I do it all again?
I've got these voices in my head
Said would I do it all again?

[Bridge]
Every time I feel that feeling creep
And the doubt try to keep me in my seat
Look around for a reason I've been breathing
Look at all the reasons that I dream
Never had it easy on this street
But I kept proceeding with my feet
I believe that all of it’s been leading
Exactly where I need to be

[Chorus]
And if I could Re:Set
Would I do it all again?
I've got these voices in my head

[Verse 2]
It's a life of regret I fear
And I know it might end in tears
But I've never been average
Carrying baggage
You will not forget I'm here
If I lived again and skipped the pain
Would I have a different brain or think the same?
Would I still forgive the strain that lit the flames?
Could I even lift the weight or rip the chains?
Agh
I can't control what happened
I can definitely control my reactions
Negativity holding my actions
My only enemy the view of myself I was trapped in
Back when
I lived Life From Zero
I didn't bow to the herd or the earholes
I got a Subaru drive, I'll survive if you loop me
‘Cause giving up just doesn't suit me

[Chorus]
If I could Re:Set
Would I do it all again?
No need to tell me how it ends
‘Cause I’d still do it all again