Rational Blame

[Hook]
Done some bad shit as a kid God is my witness
Now I just want some peace, man I keep wishing
But everything been alright ever since I was rappin on fame
Can't even hate this time they had a rational blame

[Verse 1]
Had a blonde girl I was dating back in sixth grade
Then a girl with a nice body came it's like I switched blades
But just because it looks good doesn't mean it'll work better
They can play tricks like a magician, yo they can be clever
Apparently she already was fucking with the fella
Every time I talk to girls they wanna link like they Zelda
She told me she's liking my vibe I already felt ya
And I felt her, she getting wet might need an umbrella
Okay I'm back, in her crib she trynna show how she get down
First time doing this yo it was getting a bit loud
When she was fucking with me, she think she is the shit now
Ain't no discussion I can last long like a brick house
She wasn't it, starting looking for another in a whirl
I was trynna get back with that girl, then they like what in the world
Saw this man hands curled up in a ball
Giving me a mean look as I'm passing through the hall
A group's scolding, they told me you know that is her man?
I said I had no clue, didn't know they had a fight planned
Tried to focus on my school work but I couldn't do enough
Next thing you know I had a back injury for 2 months
Even then I saw mad people that would deplore me
Thought it was bad luck but God humbled my fucking life before me
Was an asshole but now I learned my lesson in life
Been in the dark side for too long, wish there was a beckoning light
They always gossiping when I say something out loud
Always studying me like a book, how much you know now?
And they wonder why I'm quiet, everything is profound
But they don't give a fuck about others like they have no clout

[Hook]
Done some bad shit as a kid God is my witness
Now I just want some peace, man I keep wishing
But everything been alright ever since I was rappin on fame
Can't even hate this time they had a rational blame

[Verse 2]
They tried to figure out who the fuck was flirting with her
Pointed the finger at me cause I was working with her
They did nothing cause they know I would haunt them for countless nights
I could make that fucker see shit like the brown mountain lights
But I ain't the type to get uptight and start fighting things
I'm tryin to be like Spike and 'do the right thing
Nothing affects me anymore, I don't wanna procrastinate
I'm the dude that they have to hate, I'd rather just cast away
Isolated to rap today, yo I've been doing that today
I'm not getting dragged away got viewers that's vast array
Trynna rap and gratinate, I'm the one they try fascinate
To the fans that have no hate thanks for listening to the rational blame