Rather Die

[Verse]
I'm so fucking cold
Wanna die, wanna cry
But I can't cry so I sigh
Inside, will I die soon?
I'm so fucking cold
Not from the snow, that is my soul
If you know that I wanna die, please let me die, what's going on?
And if I don't fucking die, will I cry?
Wanna die with a mother fucking knife, with a knife, with a knife
Please don't play me fucking trife
Please let me come back I'll change, please let me come back I'll change
It's all in my head, I'm insane
And if I'm going insane for this bullshit let me change
Oh my god I've gone insane, Oh my god I've gone insane
And I will fucking change
I won't be the same
I'll be numb like novocaine
And if I don't change I'll show that I'm different
I'd rather die, rather die, rather die
Then be dead inside, dead inside, dead inside
Please let me fucking die, fucking die, fucking die
I'm really dead inside, dead inside, dead inside
I'm so cold in my mind, in my mind, in my mind
Please let me die inside, inside, inside
I'm so dead inside, dead inside, rather die
I will change please let me come back, please let me come back, please let me come back