Rat Poison

Something's off, I can taste it now
Everything in the room keeps spinning
Please stop moving, please stop standing there
My throat is getting so dry, I'm freaking out
God help me, I am losing my mind
I'm living in my father's spite and my mother's fear

I will never know my life
I will never sleep through the night
This is your mistake
Correct it and cut it off

All this time I thought you hated me
I guess it's my fault you couldn't control yourself
And the demon between your legs

I will never give you the satisfaction
You'll never hear me screaming

Fuck you and these little games you play
You're wasted now, you've thrown your life away

I can see you're getting slower every day
Your lungs are giving out
Your arms are slowing down
We both know this can't last forever
Things will change
Everything will change

I can't take another bite
I can't hold this down
I can't take another bite
I can't hold this down