Rat Pain

What's this pain under the surface?
I’d like to relinquish all my sins
But I won't cry or lose my shirt
Right off the top of my fat head
I turn to dust and praise the darkness
One thing you won't deny me is dignity
My little hell stands a bit dramatic
I am a fool who likes direction
And when I pray, I look for comfort
They’ll leave you mean, it's an undoing

I've given all that I've got
I've given all that I've got
I've given all that I've got

I put myself down on top of mountains
Even the one know you’re a vulture in disguise
I was young once with a soul of 33 thousands
Paint the sky with my blood and shambles

I’vе given it all I got
I've given it all I got
I’vе given it all I got
I've given it all I've got

Bury the stench with your illogical cluelessness in the face of danger
And when I break, I'll swear to you
The truth is hard to take when you rub it off in little digs and say thank you

I’ve given it all I got
I've given you all I've got
I've given you all I've got
I've given you all I've got
I've given you all I've got