Rapping and Piano Beatboxing

When's it my turn to be up in the limelight
I get confused cause these
People say I rhyme tight
But yet I'm so out of this world
I'm acting sci-fi
And why try to take the
Chance of a lifetime
And all this power is possessing me
But yet the Gods above
Just seem to be testing me
I'm tryna find my place
In the world desperately
Maybe when I'm dead
I can finally fucking rest in peace
Waking up every day
And I'm fucking filled with rage
I pour my heart onto
Every single fucking page
Yet if try something new
Then all these people hate
And it's amazing how I care
What all the haters say
Yeah
Cause their opinions are irrelevant
You can't ignore them if they're in the
Room and their an elephant
They said that it's the truth but
They can go all just go to Hell with this
So when you go to make a move
You better just remember this
Dedication is the key to success
Never doubt yourself on
If you truly are the best
Even if there's not
Another person you impress
Cause you're deserving more
Yet you're settling for less
I seen too many people
Turn their life into a mess
And won't learn til they
Take their final fucking breath
Forgetting who they are
Until their answer is a guess
I'm the Grim Reaper reaping
The benefits of my death
Smoked marijuana in my vid
I wasn't stuntin'
But still my fans hated it
They started unsubbin'
I watched my live-count
Drop by like five hundred
This is me and I'm
Not changing anything for nothing
And they want me to feel happy
But I do then they attack me
They rip my heart apart
Like this shit was a piece of taffy
And I don't mean to
Sound soft or a tad sappy
But my dreams and my thoughts
Slowly are collapsing
Left my innocence
In the little kid in which I used to be
Listening to the instruments
And I'm killing this shit usually
Now I'm getting the pants
Of bitches who were using me
But rule one in my life
Is never pass an opportunity
Truthfully
We have lost our ways in the community
You could be fine today
Then die without immunity
Stupidly
Valuable things are items and jewelry
What will happen to my
Money when they read the eulogy
Our government's the reason
That we deal with insanity
News is filled with wars
And more police brutality
They don't see the issue
They react by acting passively
But I'ma hold it down
Like I'm increasing fucking gravity
It's saddening
YouTube use to be a family
Now we see
People charging others like a battery
How could we
Lose sight of all of our humanity
And only focus on ourselves
While rising up financially