RANT

It was like a few months back
Mein tha Studio mein with Tufail
Making a track and
As far as I remember
There was Bobby in there
Vo pucha kya hai poore saal k plans?
Poore saal ka pta nhi
But we got this man!
I said, last Delhi trip
Kitnay jams
Kitne gaane paday hue
They can't do this man
It's ahead of it's time!
Let's prove this man!
Jaise horaha yahan 2019 se
I know sab disappointed har kisi release se
It hurts jab gaane kare na achieve
Khoon deke jis cheez ki rahi tumhe umeed hai
That's what my brother told me
Got on a phone call with him that night
And he was like
"Bas bhai aur nahi"
Innе chahiyay bas masala
Sab corny
Inne chahiyay na art, na hi quality
"Ahmer agar kadar hoti yahan likhawat ki
Phir Qafilah to kab ka hota at his peak
Par bеshak kadar hai yahan jahalat ki
That's the only time when they will say
Shit is deep
Mein likhta na siyasat, ye zakhmon ki cheekh
Tu behra by majority suna nahi
I guess we expect too much
Yaa expect too less
I can't just fully perceive
Kabse naya koi dost na bana hai apna
Lakh koshishen par bharosa hi to hai masla
Ye jaane faida ho shuru jo humse koi lafda
Tu karega madad jiski vo dega dhaka
That's why I, understand
Ki hum sab kyun para-noid
Kyunki ye dil hai itne bade is jagah k liye
Par afsoos yahan na koi wafa hai

Inko bolne dena I'm ranting or whatever the fuck
Let them say it man

Gotta let these thoughts out
It's been years
Not anymore!

It's been kuch mahine since
We did a show in my city and that was a win
Although
Tha mujhe pata ye karenge usey spin
Ye karenge usey twist
Like, it was nothing
Shit
But vo khaali show nahi tha
Jo istemaal kiya mujhe
Mera bro nahi tha
Tha mein naive jab mein aaya iss khel mein
Mein jis pe barosa kiya vo to saala foe hi tha
But Ahmer aankh band karke barosa kyun?
Kyunki ye dil thoda alag iski maa ki chu*
Kyunki mein aata jahan se wahan pe ek opportunity bhi miracle hai
And I was like what to do?
So I gave it my all
Music ghumaya mujhe har jagah, har kona
I didn't fall
Na liya kabhi kisi ka favor and all
And I still didn't sign your paper and all
Maina!
Kitnon k promises sune yahan pe
Kitno se use hum hue yahan pe
Koi ek bhi asool na raha yahan pe
To kya mila humein ye fitoor bahake
Hai ptsd, BT roz ki
With a newborn critique
Who wants a response
And wants a piece of me
Na chahta sympathy
Don't bring that shit me
Lately I've known
Hum ek phone call duur hai maut se
1 saal hochuka ye baaten horahin thi khud se
Hip-hop se seekha ki kabhi rehna na chup hai
Jab ho waqt ki qadar
Tu karna kuch bhi na muft mein
Huh
Kaun bola mujh mein khamiyan nahi?
Par kaun bola ye sab hoga na sahi?
Reminisce karu to... mein hi pain, mein hi loss, mein hi jeet
I guess that means hip-hop was me All along

It's always gonna be a long road
Par kahin na kahin milegi hope
Tu karta reh koshish karta reh koshish
Don't let your dreams go
It's always gonna be a long road
Par kahin na kahin milegi hope
Tu karta reh koshish karta reh koshish
That's all you need to know