Rambling, Pt. II

[Intro]
Uh, it’s Real JGKC
Stargazer
Alright, let’s not waste any more time
Let’s go

[Verse 1]
Illuminate, shine bright for the Lord
I gotta admit that my life has got me mostly bored
Uh, man can you just believe it
I don’t want that to continue this way time to fix
Hay fever in the springtime, horrible allergies
In the morn swallow pills down so quickly
Sore throat from eating all the food I can’t eat
Hair itchy, greased, and icky so now I can’t sleep
Little pieces of hair all sweaty fly around my face
Wanna buzz all the annoyance off, it ruins my pace
Yeah, Shutter shades you can barely see my eyes
Expression hidden from y’all, I’m in disguise
Clipping away the dirty fingernails leaving evidence
Told you all that I wanted to have a good remembrance
But I ain’t in favor with the LA Clippers, never
Always will be riding like the smooth Jazz, better
Ain’t gonna trip, cause my vision is 20/20
Funny, for those who don’t anything you’re lucky
Posting FB pics from my app using PWfree
Just a hobby to fill my time, so wastefully
Uncomfortable as I walk towards the trash can or sink
Dumping scraps that could fill a poverty kid in a blink
Guilt stuck in me, random website adds don’t help
Donating money, give em some books on my shelf
My appearance on pictures all great from FX and edits
Take off my mask and my face show pimples and dimples
Acne coming back, windshield wiper wiping the rain
Both bothersome cause they come back, all the same
Thoughts and eyes all weird as we drive around town
Heads hurt in general or from reading, those sounds
Towel all wet from eye contacts, snots, and body
Shawty you need to leave, need to get my act quickly
Washing hands with that extra clean soap won’t do it
Can’t just solely wash away my sins, ain’t the trick
I need Jesus, will you help this fellow Chinese American
Who has issues and problems with no buffs no Baron
Wow, I feel so faded high off my fantasy
Cray as it sounds I need a rehab, hurry please
Lead poison is just so dangerous, yes
But sin is even more deadly, thank God I’m blessed
And when I say it I truly mean it, now I use new pencils
Ain’t a hundred percent, teeth sends me to the dental
Waking up from a good sleep or bad dream, sleepy
Nightmares and migraines like Jadakiss, plenty
My wires break down, Ghostcandy earphones
Spend another 10 bucks on it, another owned
Itchy scalp and skin, my sleepless nights kill me
Wake up drunk with the smelly breath, all drowsy
Splash and drink cold water, no bottled aqua
Brush teeth and spit, fire lit, ticks, and kicks
Limited, put on a hat either snapback or fitted cap
Rap maybe later, after I hit the books I’ll do that
Daily life so frustrating, procrastinating my homework
Works and never works at the same time, derp
People think I’m crazy when I beat with an object
But I object got a tune when I hit, every sec
Working and proving myself with the mixtapes
But although it sucks it’s for me and my fan’s sake
Shake that dirt off my shoulder, rhymes all random
Death notes to me to kill myself or else, ransom
Either way I lose, death or death, anyway I choose
Murked by my hand or by someone else’s shoes
Dreams my brain create so crazy and so oblique
Interesting and frightening, I don’t count sheep
Told y’all in JEMS I have a dream and I ain’t stopping
Haters and skeptics go ahead with your mocking
Raja don’t come alive so I decided to live it for him
Shooting small basketball hoops, in from net or rim
Spin my head around loose, it’s super insane
Uh, you all will never understand the weird pain
Writing down pages in my journal like a girl diary
Will this music ever get to become my salary
Yeah, dreams, dreams, imagination, and dreams
Can stop thinking, making more gothic themes
Can’t lift my arms all bruised, tired, lazy and firm
Enduring, adapting, adjusting, I learn
Driving the highway I better make sure I turn
But crash cause I need God, never learned
Wanna see that Mazda, Toyota, and Hyundai blow up
Destroyed, destruction thoughts size of a XL cup
Replace with a Maserati, Audi R8, and 370z
But won’t necessarily get it even though I plead
Uh bleed for my brothers, protect my sisters
Not sure if they would do the same for this mister
They call me crazy right, weird headed doofus
Let me be I got a dream don’t blame me please
Marked as an alien, outsider, unknown beast
Animus locked up but I’ll make sure y’all see
Sigma hidden in the mist, don’t let him out
Or else you’ll really see what I’m talking about
You can’t tell me what I can do or not
Yeah, right, uh huh, that’s what I thought
Water and fire clash forever, eternal enemies
Me versus sin, we are eternal enemies
Temptation is cunning, the strong can go weak
Dwell in the desert for days then try and speak
I’m a l’Cie branded with a mark to fulfill my focus
But we treated as outsiders, what’s up with us
Snow, Lightning, Fang, Sahz, Vanille and Hope
I feel you all, shout out to you all, but we do have hope
Snippet from a video, that’s such a teaser
Presentation saved for the moment, waiter
Just a warm-up, saving the best for last
Patience don’t come easy, it don’t come fast
All kinds of senses my nose picks up, smelly
It brings memories and textures, sunny
The day is bright Seattle Sunshine and blue
Winter is cool, though it’s good to see too
HP laptop gave me horrible hyperventilation
Threw that trash to my Esther, our relation
Not what I want, but what I’ve got instead
Being grateful for all the little things, I’m fed
Fool’s Gold, Black Friday shopping spree
Buying all kinds of clothes, toys, and machines
Snacks instead of breakfast, lunch, and dinner
Many folks would kill to have just some supper
Right now, beating on the letter keyboard keys
Playing art beautifully on the 88 piano keys
Uh, missed and really hated the old days
Rays of breaking lights compiled with clouds
Loud sounds, from the speakers that I listen
Any of those past years I surely ain’t missing
Yeah, tease me when my eyes are shut down
I promise you that you won’t knock me down
What’s a nose for then? I can smell you out
What are ears for then? I can hear you loud
Dice rolling, chances are slim but I gotta take it
Won’t let anything get in my way, believe it
Come inside my heart to see my pure ambition
Don’t get in my way cause I got a real mission
Right here and right now, gonna say something
Better speak up, did you say that I was nothing
Been dreaming this since I was young, long
Ago and I’m a be going in till I’m gone
Yes sir, I know I got habits, candy sugar tooth
Wanna play my games come step up in my booth
Ambition up my sleeve, taking messy notes
Bandwagon fans jumping on to the same boat
I won’t quit, Nike shoes I’m going super-fast
Months fly by, bothersome time moves so fast
Masquerade hiding the dry itchy skin with residue
Glue my broken heart back together from crushes
Luscious, soft, and tough skin getting pierced by a needle
Scary dentist makes me think of a cold soul that’s evil
But of course for my own good, hate appointments
Rep it out to the crowd and I always seem disappointed
Oh no, let’s not go there, later then dial on the phone
Too bad my feelings for ya are now made up of stone
Clone, no, real I, smelly socks of my scent my proof
Army tank hardness, clown at the carnival such a goof
Numb to pain almost, but I can taste the numbness
Grossed out, after all I’ve been through all the mess
Out my mind, off my chest, faze don’t seem like haze
Dazed, lights flash, undead shadow, blueprint J3MC
I have no comment about my works spray graffiti
Symbolism, let it ripple through your mind and see
Brain freeze, from my words, cold sun, blindly
Greased metal and glass, creased clothes, not ready
Stomach ache ain’t healing, non-stop bleeding
Raging in front of the camera, ugh so bothering
Wearing clothes and apparel to look good
Even if it’s uncomfortable with the pain I stood
Auto-tune of a cracked voice, T-Pain and Wayne
116 tattooed on my wrist, arm and elbow unashamed
Wasting precious time, I browse and roam
And that I call that the one and only Google Chrome
Writing everything down all that I can think of
Trust and believe, that’s what I need, patience, love
What makes me beautiful, everything
Performances at senior and counselor appreciations
Round of applause, clapping tourists from vacations
Smashing truth, of course they don’t really feel me
They don’t understand, I can tell don’t need to see
Of course I have to be the one doing all the work
Lone wolf that just wants to collab, no worth
They get the fame for nothing, I get absolutely none
Whatever I’m a do my own thing, I ain’t dumb
Yeah, Sunday mornings so horrible afterwards
Rocketeer outta here, I’m a build my own award
Clock keeps ticking, months fly, smile starts to melt
None of your business, my feelings you never felt
Did ya miss me, your soldier coming back from war
Instead I get asked for diamond carats after the gore
Peace