Rainy Dayz

[Verse 1: Bless]
I sit back, remembering my infatuation with happiness
They laugh it, there’s no escaping, so I relax a bit
Let everyone know your accident had purpose
Live a lie before you act with hurt, I feel like I deserve a mask
I’m certain; this school is probably just trouble on the record
It’s a disease; these rainy days don’t ever seem to let up
With good reason, I believe that somehow we’ll get up, please
The sky matches the ground made of cement, it’s like the world is bleeding
Leave it at that, some of you people are so conspicuous
Sticking your nose right into the business of others
I’m trying to deal with the sickness
Just in case I’m losing it (why)
Sometimes I feel it’s just me that’s stuck in the past
Or am I a loner that can’t let go of what won’t leave?
I look in the mirror for the first time in a while
Man I’m exhausted, this is costing me
As I was crashing down, you had to land me at Bonnabel
So where do I go from here?
Fear is no obstacle, but still I wish that someone cared enough to listen

[Hook]

[Verse 2: Bless]
As I board this train
I look at life in a new perspective
Like, if you knew me back then, I wasn’t used to actors
Tired, feeling useless
Backwards dive; tried to focus on our lives
Because this ish would hurt my pride if I had it
But now I stand as a broken teen in the street in the middle of Kenner, Louisiana
Feeling the heat of the pressure placed on my back by – another dozen
The reasons I’m knee deep beneath the people I still speak to
Leave it to me
Spilling my feelings because I need to get it together
I’d rather sooner than never
Don’t ever bury me, flames are better
Chains were severed; am I insane, sane, or clever
Am I changing?
Why did you even think that I’d let up
That’s what they came for, never mind what they claim
This is my life on the line, against all odds
Dawg, this is all wrong
I will murder your witnesses
While I murder your vigilantes that y’all call stars

[Hook]

[Verse: Bless]
Plenty of people don’t mind neglect
It’s harder to find when looking around these dying walkers
Why is that?
Remember the sound as you hit the ground
I’m bound to be an insomniac
That combined with Byron buys you time to go get it popping
Yes, that’s what Byron lacked
Isn’t it ironic that they believe in me now?
I’ll be honest, I’ve met believers
Though they may not have regrets
I would honestly bet, the light you see me in is evil
Distant; why are you digging for dude?
Yes, I’m spraying with techs to prove
I really don’t have much else to lose
So if I sneeze, I’ll go atchoo
Shame is, my pain is an unbearable truth
Not even this train is containing our unbearable youth
Home boy, its crunch time and I’m low on time
So it’s only fair that I shoot
Doing this for Hali, Vale, Wyatt, Diaz, Berry and Lozier too
You killed my innocence and I’m proof
When I’m off this train, my life is renewed
Fictitious pictures showing my distance from my own sisters shall ensue
This has been killing me, and it’s sickening because dissing me won’t do
So until I get free, keep it up and see how Bless will be without you

[Hook]