Raindrop

And I'll be the very first raindrop to leave
But after me, it'll all come pouring down

I never wanted to admit that you were so bad for me
I didn't want to rip the band-aid off
Even though you caused all these wounds
'Cause love fucks with your head
And makes you want to kiss all those who won't let you breathe
You're what I want, but not what I need

And I still miss wasting days with you
And sleeping into the afternoon

We'd lay under the tin roof rain and talk about the weather
And how we'll escape overseas
Naive, thinking love just lasts forever

And I'll be the very first raindrop to leave
But after me, it'll all come pouring down
And I'll be the very first raindrop to leave
But after me, it'll all come pouring down

And I ignored the whole time you were hurting me
I'd rather be blind than honest and tell you that I still feel fine
Bury all the doubt inside
Under mountains of fake reassurance that everything's okay
But then I'll kiss you back and sleep at your house
Despite that those lips were used on someone else

We'd sit next to the window pane with arms around each other
You made me want to laugh and want to cry
How do I know if I really love her?

And I'll be the very first raindrop to leave
But after me, it'll all come pouring down
And I'll be the very first raindrop to leave
But after me, it'll all come pouring down

And I still miss the way your perfume smells
Or maybe I just can't get it out of my head
'Cause I spent so much time wasting time on you

We'd lay under the tin roof rain and talk about the weather
And how we'll escape overseas
Naive, thinking love just lasts forever

And I'll be the very first raindrop to leave
But after me, it'll all come pouring down
And I'll be the very first raindrop to leave
But after me, it'll all come pouring down
It'll all come pouring down
It'll all come pouring down