Rain

Why must I sit in the dark
Why would call my name?
Why would I sit in the rain?
Why do I sit in the rain?

Couldn’t find an escape
Guess I’m here to fucking stay
Thought a smudge could never matter
Guess I am changing the fate

Aggravated I assault
Feel like they search for my faults

Pick a placement on the pavement
And watch as I show you how hopeless I fall
I admit, I submit
When I feel all the rain
Tell me why I am I waiting for anyone
When no one was waiting for me

(I hate where, I’m from I hate it (x3)
I hate it I hate it)

I can’t stand the noise, don’t wanna hear your voice
Just leave me alone let me be
Can’t stand the noise, don’t wanna hear your voice
Just leave me alone let me be
All the voices in my head, saying all this mess
None of it sounds like me
I can barely fucking breath, I can barely fucking breath

(Don’t wanna die, don’t wanna die, don’t wanna die, don’t wanna be alive)

Tell me what is the purpose of feeling so purposeless
I hate myself and I feel like a piece of shit
Everything’s wrong but it never felt right
Agony’s only reason I’m alive
Look in the mirror and don’t see myself
See all the demons and they need some help

[left ear: somethings wrong with you you’re crazy, somethings wrong you need help you really need, you your worthless you’re stupid you’re a piece of shit, you deserve to die, you deserve to die!]

Shut up leave me alone, leave me ALONE!

I see the rain, I hate the rain fall
It helps with the pain, cause I feel like i’m nothing at all
I see the rain, I hate the rain fall
It helps with the pain, everything feels like it’s my fault

Why am I, why I am I still depressed?
Why do I feel so hopeless?
Is there nothing really left
The end is coming and I know it (x3)
Never have enough time