RaignFall

Okay I fell for a nigga I half way liked but I knew he would treat me right
Low key wasn't my type
Well shit at least he was past my height and supported my grind
Came to my shows and sat in the front row and loved my shine
Gave hella kisses right infront of everybody sent pics to his friends like she all mine
And I miss that
And I used to wanna get back
But his love dissolved like a tic tac
Niggas steady tryna hint it was a mismatch
But losin a good man couldn't risk that
Damn
Now my heart broken like a kit kat
Damn
Goin through my phone where the pics at
Had to hit erase, zero fucks he gave
I'm lookin for a way
To fill this void after years of a nigga invadin my space
Did the chase
Now all of a sudden when a sista all in buddy wanna disappear now I gotta save face
From future plans.. to just not givin a damn
Should've obeyed my friends
You don't understand
I had a man who I didn't like til he grew on me
And when the love got too strong
He hit a U turn and he moved on
Should've put em in the friend zone
Damn, should've put that nigga in the friend zone
Then I would've left em in the friend zone
Instead of havin me feelin abandoned, abandoned
If I'm gonna get my heart broken then it might as well be by somebody I was head over heels for
By somebody every chick adored
Ball player I'll be cryin on a yacht 'steada cryin on the floor
Cryin on a yacht 'steada cryin on the floor
Cryin on a yacht 'steada cryin on the floor

But I got these
Raign drops fallin on my window seal
I've been starin out the window wonderin if this is real
I got these
Raign drops fallin on my window seal
I've been starin out the window wonderin if this is real

My first love, you supposed to be
But til I was 18 you ain't know of me
But you did what every other man was showin me
3 times left me hangin like a rosary
So ummm who can I run to?
We planned to meet and you ain't even come thru
Tried to build a bond with my sperm donor just to find out you was a bum too
Now its bump you
But at the same time thank you
One day Ima meet a man who gon truly love me cause I know that it ain't you
And the messed up part about it you're the who supposed to show me that
And I need to know the other side of my family, nigga you at least owe me that
I use to get mad, get sad, want it bad
But now I get to brag I made it without a dad
After all these years I'm now at peace with what I'll never have
So you won't get dragged, get trashed, on this track
I used to wonder
If I spent my childhood summers
With you and it's you I'm under
Would I still have this hunger
Would I overcome this rain, this lightning and this thunder
Would I still be a fighter or would I would've been a runner I don't know

Fallin on my window seal
I've been starin out the window wonderin if this is real
Raign drops fallin on my window seal
I've been starin out the window wonderin if this is real