Rage

[Verse 1]
Rage
I don't wanna play
Nothing I can say no more to stay
Mentally sane
Man I been tryna be flipping the page
To move on, I'm stuck
Stuck in my head
I'm stuck in my ways
Tryna convince myself it's all a phase
But days turned into years and a landslide
Emotions got me feeling like my hands tied
My depression got me checking for them landmines
I'm too cautious
Gon advance my
Mind till the next move
On these tip toe
I don't know what to do
Maybe tighten noose with this
Gotta loose the bitch
I'm confused with shit
Cop a new prescription
If you lose again
I've been putting on a show
I know
Drowning outta the world
Cause it's so cold
I'm still hurting
And I'm learning how to cope
Keep my eyes fixated on my phone
Waiting to feel better
Crawling through the muck
Cause I been underneath the weather
I should get to step in
But I'm only feeling less
And not incredible
Im mad with all these
Empty suggestions
Wanna fucking learn my lesson
With the loaded Smith & Wesson
Soda ? never festive
When the weekend comes
I let it take control
I don't even know
I don't really know
I've been feeling low
I need peace and quite
These steps to free my mind
When i'm blind
In reality I feel fine
Don't rewind back
To feeling like shit
Ignorance is blissing
I don't wanna deal with it