R.E.M. / _12.13.19_

Hey, umm
I guess I am recording this because I…
You know when you feel something or think something
And it's totally clear in that moment
I feel really clear and lucid right now
And I'm not sure how clear this idea will be later
So, yeah here it is
It's like how life presents you with that same lesson over and over until you learn it
Like I didn't see the pattern until just now
Like kinda-, I think I always basically liked myself as a person
And this is the first time where I was like “Wow, I am actually trash and this is my fault"
I'm not gonna sugarcoat it, it is what it is…