QUICKSAND

I want to tell her how I feel but that’s not gonna work
I swear you could of been my world but now I’m lost and I’m hurt
Picked the ball up and I dropped it for her
What’s it all worth
Fighting to the point that I forgot what we were
The same reason I feel low is the same reason that your on the Phenergan
Talking shit to me I blocked her on purpose
What makes you think I’d be here if I wasn’t for certain
Sometimes I think of you like what is wrong with this person
I couldn’t give her what she wanted
I put what I’ve got in verses
What was what, I don’t know
I’m probably lost and nervous
We’rе on and off so what’s the point of putting all this work in
You pulled me out thе hole I was in and pushed me in further
And all I ever did was put her first and push her further
I really try my best
Got no intention to hurt her
So why’s she turn around and try to put it on me
I ain’t got a lot left
There’s no meds that might put me to sleep

This shit’s a lot deeper than what it looks on the surface
We said we weren’t speaking but even if I was hurting
I’d question whether leaving was right coz if it’s me that decides
I’ll probably leave the right person
This shit’s a lot deeper than what it looks on the surface
We said we weren’t speakin but even if I was hurting
I’d question whether leaving was right cos if it’s me that decides
I’ll probably leave the right person

Tried to help her but she turning down my offers like she wanna be worse
You should be off it not on Oxy’s at work
She said I stopped her taking everything she got in her purse
Timings everything and you can’t put that watch in reverse
This is toxic and it’s obvious you want me to turn
Before I met you had a vision now it’s constantly blurred
Made a promise to my self but I was not gonna learn til’ I felt hurt again
Watched it all burn again
I swear I used to make you feel like your on top of the world
Your acting heartless then I start to see the drops on your shirt
You really crying right now like you want this to work
I swear twenty minutes passes and we argue bout who started it first
Or who’s past was the worst
I got questions in my head, what happens after the dirt
After this verse cat’s will laugh at me like fuck he’s the worst
I could of done this all without you now I’m stuck and it hurts
I just wish you’d understand how much I cared about you
And maybe you’d see it for what it is
I was stupid thinking I’d be scared without you
I guess it is what it is