Queen of sorrow

Defeating the purpose
Feeding the nervousness
Living unheated
Reading about happiness
Reaching the payment
Meaning to be her again
Dreaming of the sealing
Promise to not fall down again

Evening like heaven
Morning, feels like shit again
Deeper then the ocean
Moving from pain to pain
Queen of sorrow, don't batter
You can have her
I don't won't her
I'm a fighter, I'm a lover
I'm keeping my head above water

Only the strong survive
But I know they will shorely die
Dear father, sweet sister, mother I still miss her
It get's stronger by the movement
But I wonder what's round the corner
I need something, a distraction
Something better something bigger
Is it worth it
To keep dreaming
If the world will soon fall to pieces
Only the strong survive
But I know they will shorely die
Only the strong survive
I know that we all will die